God’s Messages

Photo Diary #121: October 21, 2018 Sunday, We Need Others for Spiritual Support

Something really relevant to me…God has also been telling me not to look for glory after glory. Instead of being hurt, I felt at peace with this message. It made me realise how futile the search for glory is; it will only lead to more hunger. God, I offer my life to you. Screen Shot 2018-10-28 at 1.01.59 pm

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Photo Diary #112: October 12, 2018 Friday, ANU

This has been the longest day for me! I could’t solve it, but I have no choice. I will just do my best in the next assessment. (Thank you God for the clustering and classification quanti analysis we had today, I had fun).

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Photo Diary #107: October 07, 2018 Sunday, Toad Hall

Live upward, inward and outward!

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Photo Diary #102: September 30, 2018 Sunday, ANU/And Prayer

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Early in the morning, I submitted an abstract to ConSOLE. I guess, even if I failed… I’m proud of myself for trying this month. I applied to ANU summer research scholarship, ConSOLE, and ISFIT 2019.

Today, God simply acknowledged that and whispered I’m enough. What demotivated me is not being on top this semester. If that’s always my goal, then I would never feel enough.

I must always stick to my skills instead of being somebody I am not. But also God encourages me to not give up on my dreams. So far, I have three universities in mind. I won’t reveal them yet. I just feel safe at this stage of my life. Pastor Rick Warren also emphasized not being afraid.

What am I really afraid of? Not providing for my parents? Being too poor, being underestimated… I don’t feel secure, to be honest. But with God by my side, I’m sure I am enough. I’m no longer afraid. That Syntactic Theory problem set? I won’t figure it out! But that’s okay! That Structure of English paper? I won’t impress the professor, but that’s fine! That Quanti paper? Will it matter? Probably not, but it’s absolutely fine. That programming I’m putting off? Nah, will it matter in the end? What if I don’t learn how to program? What’s the worst that can happen? I would still be eating, praying, laughing, dancing, traveling. So it’s not a life or death situation. That summer scholarship? I may not be enough in their eyes, but hey, I am enough in God’s eyes. My extreme receptive skills but nil productive skills in terms of vocabulary, oral speaking and writing? That’s fine! I accept it.  This I hold on to: if it’s for me, it’s for me. I just have to be held because as long as I’m trying, I’m fighting and not giving up, I’ll get to where God intends me to be.

God, I want to take this moment to lift everything up to you. Keep my eyes on You and Your purpose and on the prize! Direct me to where you want me to be! Lead me God to where you want me to be! I am sure I’ll get to where you want me to be someday. I am tired of all the running, of all the trying to be someone else I’m not. I’m willing to try, but I’m not gonna force myself. Lead me God to where you want me to be… in the end, as long as You are with me, I’m in the right place.

I love you God.

Yours forever,

Your Kimkim

 

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Photo Diary #96: September 23, 2018 Sunday, Toad Hall

Sunday is still work for me…(well after God’s amazing Sunday message that resonated with what I will be facing the coming week).

But I must not skip my pizza day…

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Photo Diary #96: September 23, 2018 Sunday, Toad Hall

Sunday is still work for me…(well after God’s amazing Sunday message that resonated with what I will be facing the coming week).

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But I must not skip my pizza day…

Dear God,

I thank you for giving me strength and for assuring me that you are with me in this journey. I feel so small, but with you I’m adequate. I’m enough. If you say I’m enough, I’m enough. I don’t have to push myself, I don’t have to try enough because you are enough.

I love you God.

Yours always,
Kim kim

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Photo Diary #89: September 16, 2018 Sunday, Toad Hall

Today’s Message Notes from Sunday service….

 

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Photo Diary #82: September 09, 2019 Sunday, When Others Keep Setting You Back

God’s message this Sunday

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Photo Diary #76: September 03 2018 Monday, Civic

Bought groceries, vacuumed my room, threw the trash and met ate Ida while eating KFC. She was able to support most of her nephews and nieces, even married late(at 35) cos she wanted to look after their mom and wasn’t able to finish high school so she could help her parents. But God turned her situation around… She’s been married to an aussie teacher for 20 yrs now and a mother to two handsome fil-aussie teenagers…

Lesson learned: God rewards generosity…God sees…

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Photo Diary #68: August 26, 2018 Sunday, Toad Hall

Remember God’s SUGAR always

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