Editing my thesis because my editor did not correct my long and grammatically problematic sentences. My grammar really sucks to the point of just letting an idea go cos I can’t express it. I felt horrible…even the editor gave up on my thesis. I also almost gave up, but I couldn’+. If everyone else gave up on this thesis, I should be the only one left standing up for it. I had to muster enough courage to edit my own work…it was really a painful weekend for me.