Transcript #9’s finally finished. I am grateful for acting like a real grown-up independent woman today. In the past, whenever one request of mine wasn’t granted, I threw tantrums like a kid. Today, amidst the irksome situation, I gladly excused myself, shut my door, cried and talked to Jesus instead, which made a huge difference. In other words, I became an elegant respectable person with class. LOL. After that, everyone did not even know I was pissed off. That’s maturity right there. Thank you, Jesus. I am now learning. The “If not now, when” phrase I’ve been repeating to myself for several days has contributed to several real life changes: 1. Being independent 2. kind 3. Understanding 4. gentle 5. confident 6. Elegant and 6. healthy. Thank you, Jesus.