Filled with too much negativity today but I didn’t let that interfere with the challenge I set for myself this week: No coke, no chocolates no matter how hard it gets and stick to the execise plan. Three days left and that challenge will surely be ticked off. I am exasperated and adamant at first to apply for another scholarship but my guts echo so loudly in the evenings that I decided to give this another scholarship a shot just to mute those inner rambles. I called the PaEF office in the afternoon to inquire if they’ve already started with the initial interview for Fulbright Graduate studies scholarship because if they did, that means I didn’t make it. I was right, they did. I sobbed believing that Every failure deserves a night cry. A night cry… After that, it doesn’t deserve to be fret over anymore. Tomorrow’s another day. Yes, Lord… I will join this scholarship. Be with me, please. My picture below was taken after crying, before heading to another mass service.