No one’s impervious to negative thinking but that doesn’t mean it’s acceptable. Shutting off the pessimist inside is one of my greatest ordeals. In fact, the journey isn’t over yet: I succeed today, the next day I fall off, regain my balance after, then, 😱 stumble again. Honestly, this whirl of oscillations had me giving up for a couple of times then, standing up again (which includes another blizzard in my life). It’s pretty exhausting. But I also realized, this gets me moving forward. Poof!!! The good news is, although I had these going on inside my head in the morning, a visit to an internal med doctor at San Pedro with John, my brother and to a very welcoming dentist had staved off toxic ruminations after. (maybe, all I need’s a fresh air). I spent my whole afternoon studying my coursera courses to improve myself. By the way, I received another postcard from Canada.